Angel Rosemary Foord

2006 - 2006
LocationWoking Surrey
Age0
Cause of DeathGenetic Condition
Date of Birth24/11/2006
Date of Death15/07/2006
Visitors1,959 since 13/02/2008
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MANY THANKS TO ALL LIGHTING CANDLESITS REALLY APPREICATED AND ALL WELL WISHES MY COMPUTOR ALWAYS
CRASHES ON HERE SO CAN ONLY ENTER ON OTHERS PCS XXXXXXXXXXX

angel rosemary foord ........... twin sister to james william foord .......... died in the womb at
16 weeks due to turners syndrome

our story .............
I knew like with the other two before I done the test that I was pregnant I did the test in april
and phoned your daddy with the good news, he was in shock as you and james are his first.
I also had a feeling you were twins I was carrying and were a boy n girl as had dreams of pushing a
buggy with one baby in a blue hat n one in a pink hat .......... dreams that were taken from me
I had my first scan early due to some spotting @ 10 weeks so couldnt see the screen when she asked
if there was twins in the family I cried with happiness as I was a twin ............ although my
twin sister was still born due to twin to twin syndrome so when I was told there was two placentas I
relaxed a bit and to top it all you were both due on 25th december 2006

I went for all my checkups as normal and was always told there was two heartbeats but I felt less
movement the week before your scan think james had got tired of making up for two lol anyway had a
check up got told it was fine so on the day of your 21 week scan your big sister came along with me
n your daddy to see you n james
Our worlds fell apart when they couldnt find your heartbeat I cried n cried n tried to run my head
was so messed up I was hurting from losing you but also should have been happy for james but the
hurting was so much. I had to carry you for a further 3 months til I had james. They told me you had
died @ around 16 weeks of turners syndrome ( you had one x chromezone where girls have two and was
told had you lived you would have had a lot of severe probs including organ failures short stature
and fluid retention ....... it was the fluid retention that killed you in the womb as it flooded
your lungs n brain drowning you darling )

10 weeks later 26th october I moved back down to the south from leicester to be nearer family and
your daddy !! then the following day I was in hospital with pre eclampsia and scared of losing your
brother too where I stayed until he was took out by c section on 24th november as his placenta was
breaking down within me and he was losing weight

he only weighed a small 5lb 3ozs but he struggled to feed in the beginning and went to a mere 4lb 8
he was quite poorly but you watched over him n he made it through unlike you who had been taken
away from us before we got to cuddle you to touch your face to feel your soft skin and wonder at the
miracle but you will always be with us in our hearts and soul darling and until the day we meet
love always mummy daddy james, stephanie and andrew xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
angel's poem

Dont Let them say I wasnt born, that something stopped my heart

I felt every tender squeeze you gave I loved you from the start

Although my body you cant hold it doesnt mean I'm gone

This world was not worthy of me God chose that I move on

I know the pain that drowns your soul, what you are forced to face

You have my word,I'll fill your arms, someday we will emrace

you'll hear that it wasnt meant to be ....... god doesnt make mistakes

but that wont soften your worst blow or make your heart not ache

believe me when I say to you that I am always there

There will come a time I promise you when you will hold my hand

stroke my face and kiss my lips and then you'll understand

Although I never breathed your air or gazed into your eyes
that doesnt mean I never "was" ................ an angel never dies

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If you could see me now you wouldnt shed a tear.
Though you maynot understand why I'm no longer there
Remember my sprit that is the real me because I'm still very
Much alive I've just been set free, oh if you could only see!
I have beheld our fathers face and I've touched my saviors
Hand. All of heavens angels rejoiced as I entered the promised
Land. Beyond the gates of pearl I've walked on golden streets
I've touched the walls of jasper and dipped my foot in the
Crystal sea. The beauty is beyound words and nothing could
compare, I've even seen your mansion and someday
I'll meet you there. Let jesus be your guide because
his word will show you the way so please dont
cry because we will meet again someday


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to james

We once lived close together,
Near out mother's heart.
Now I am gone to heaven
And we have been torn apart.

I still love you dearly
And I wanted you to know,
I will always be your angel
No matter where you go.

Someday we'll be together
But for now please laugh and live
And bring joy to our family
As only you can give.

And I will be here waiting,
Watching from above,
Until the day you all come home
To share our Father's love.

love angel xxxxxxxxx


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with love xxx

although my arms maybe empty
my heart will always be full
I will never be poor
when rich in the knowledge of knowing an angel



love and miss you darling xxxxxxxxxxxxxx love mum xxxx

Tess Holland (Mum) October 13, 2009

happy angelversary darling xxxxxxxx

There’s not a gift we can buy, you don’t already have.
There’s not a place we can go, you haven’t already been.
You’re God’s special little angelversary child today.
You will have the best angelversary party ever.
Your”Happy angelversary” song will be sung by angels.
There’ll be dancing in the streets of glory for you.
Balloons every color of the rainbow will fly forever.
For today, we will celebrate your angelversary,
With thoughts of cherished memories you left behind..
Your unconditional love was so freely given.
It was the best gift that money could never buy.
And for that gift……we will forever thank you.
Happy Heavenly angelversary Angel Rosemary !

Tess Holland (Mum) July 15, 2009

Special Angel Day - by Carmelle Gross

We do not need a special day
To bring you to our minds.
The days we do not think of you
Are very hard to find.

Each morning when we awake
We know that you are gone.
And no one knows the heartache
As we try to carry on.

Our hearts still ache with sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one will ever know.

Our thoughts are always with you,
Your place no one can fill.
In life we loved you dearly;
In death we love you still.

There will always be a heartache,
And often a silent tear.
But always a precious memory
Of the days when you were here.

If tears would make a staircase,
And heartaches make a lane,
We'd walk the path to heaven
And bring you home again.

We hold you close within our hearts;
And there you will remain,
To walk with us throughout our lives
Until we meet again.

Our family chain is broken now,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.

Joanne Mitchell July 15, 2009

Angel Rosemarys Anniversary

Tess, just a note to say i am thinking of you all today x

Kim Travis July 13, 2009

to my baby

no amount of words could say
how I wished you never had to go away
by my side your always be
loved oh so tenderly


my heart it will always yearn for you
my love will always be so true
but the dawn brings a new day
and by my side I hope you stay

love mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Tess Holland (Mum) May 5, 2009

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When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;


I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you.
And each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too.

But when tomorrow starts without me
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand.

Thank you for all your support through 2008.
Thinking of you
Love Laura

Laura Mummy To Evie Hodgson December 31, 2008

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Thank you for all your support.. Thinking of you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Laura Mummy To Evie Hodgson December 20, 2008

happy birthday

happy birthday sweetheart love and miss you hope you have a great day your brothers playing with yours and his birthday balloons but be ready to catch it later
love mummy daddy james steph and drew xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Tess Holland (Mum) November 24, 2008

Thank You xx

Hello little Angel...

Have you had fun today?? Evie tells me you had lots of cake at her party and you were such a good girl...

Your mummy is so special little one and you need to send her and your family a big hug form me & Grant and your angel friend Evie...

Hope you dream of wonderful things and keep looking over your family. They love and miss you sooo much.. Night night Angel..

Tess, Thank you so much for all your support especially over Evie's 1st birthday.

Love always

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Laura Mummy To Evie Hodgson November 19, 2008

message from angel

i lived my life in a trance
i did not see what others saw at a glance
i let go of all reality
and that even includes me


i let everyone down
and was a right clown
for i could not see
what had truely been given to me



i have one daughter with me she can not be
angel is her name but this is what she says to me
"mummy your help I need to do my job
I need you to find it in your heart
I need you to make a fresh start
I know it may seem I'm asking a lot
but its please mummy remember the things you've got"


open your heart and let them all in
the time to enjoy life needs to begin
you've missed so much
as you lost all touch


by your side I'll always be
here to hold your hand when you need me
but also daddy's love I want you to hold
james' embrace I want you to feel unfold


theres drew and steph too
who if your honest have been neglected through and through
the times they needed you there
the times you never cared


to angel this I promise
from this day forward I shall change
somethings I may not be able to ammend
but I promise to do my best til the end


for ALL the people that have stood by me
through and through
I'm eternitly grateful for all you do
and to you I will show my love is true

Tess Holland (Mum) November 7, 2008
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